Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Things has sorted out... But...
Yeah finally things has been sorted out... I've done an intergrade stenting into my kidney to prevent it from swell... But yet it still comes to an arguement on both oncologist and urologist... My oncologist said:" Operation is need for your RPLN Dissection, no chemotherapy will be given...", where my urologist said:"Chemotherapy is needed, we can't proceed with the RPLND cuz it's too big to be dissected..." So what the hell is going on? I mean can't they just give me a confirm decision? ARGH~~!!!! Okay let me tell you what is going on... Chemotherapy didn't shrink my so called "enlarged lymph nodes"... I've took 4 cycles of BEP to reduce my tumor markers and yet it worked! But it didn't work on my lymph nodes... So which means it's either a growing teratoma or it's actually just a cyst... Ya according to the oncologist, whatever which is remained from the chemotherapy will have to be operated... But just imagine a size of 11cm x 11cm x 7cm in my abdomen area which is ENCAVING MY AORTA... So what will happen if operation is performed? WOO~ A great BIG MASSIVE EXPLOSION it will be... I really don't know what is the correct way to deal with this... Shall i just leave it alone? Or shall i go ahead with the damn bloody risky operation? No one knows what is the successful rate of the opt will be cuz it's too massive to be estimated... Things can't be predicted as well... Dillema has come to me again... To do or not to do? Leave it or do it? Anyone can tell me?
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hey my dear...i know now u're in a delima...but what i know is u're a brave men and a strong person..yes,every operation we never know what is d other complication..but if it is ur faith and d operation is success,god really listen to what u've been telling him..we shall never blame god for what had happen to us...may b it is our mistake for d past and want us to try to appreciate for what he had given to us...im so sorry that i wasnt be there for u when u need someone by ur side..u're totally had changed alot... physically neither mentally... :(
No mattterwhat u do DNAIEL, u sure know there is a fact that sure somehting else coem out even after ur operation, and do not simply cut off anything from ur body coz it is a big risk in future evne u can recover also in future it might have mroe worst nightmare.
My advice as friend is that u do consult some other doctors or nutritionist or any other related proffessional for more opinions and see how it works to u.
if 2 or 3 doctors do advice u to operate, then u ahve no choice go with it lor.
Blame god or not, is no point in this situation coz no matter we pray or dun pray th thing stillt he same, now is ur will to survive is strong enough ro not....and i do believe u knwo what should do, adn dun give up any chances or opportunity to amke sure ur health is better in future, money is nothing compare to health and if u do nto try somehting else or get soem new ideas from others proffesionnal, then u stuck with dilerma again and again and again in future.
Sumore u knwo la, MALASIA doctor cant be trusted much. Always got side effect in every patient they cured. Specially the usign of drug sometime they totally used worng to patient then harming their life indirectly....
well, all the bst and do stay strong but not brave, coz sometime bravery makes u decide the wrong decision....ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU
Reards,
JEFF CK
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