my first cycle of chemotherapy

it has been a big time for me to go thru my chemo... it's like having 6 days of jailed in and the medicine are really explosive for me... it's my first time having a needle in my hands for 6 days... both my hands were swollen and also sore... finally discharged on the 3rd of dec... and then got back home... yeah!! home sweet home... but still the time is like passes by so slowly... having tons of toxics in my body... and have to dispose them asap... and the next day have to get back to the hospital for blood test... and on wednesday, another jap again... this jap is really suffering... it was ok for me in the morning time after the jap... but when i got back home, it was like my head went even much BIGGER than the whole UNIVERSE!! i was like OMG... dizzy, nauseating, suffers a lot... that night was really a century for me... rest is the most important to chemo patients!! so the only thing i did was... SLEEP!! and the day went past... the sunshine is back!! so hopefully all 4 cycles of chemotherapy will be the same thing like this to me... cuz... comparing with a lot of others mine is the most minor one... thanks a lot... and thank God...